Living ?

You can hear your own heartbeat.. you can feel your breathing.. You know that you are alive, because that is the common sense. . .
But are you completely at your full senses?? Are your mind clear?? Are you totally sane??

Sometimes it would be nice, just to be able to pinch yourself, just to make sure you are not living in a dream.. cause yourself pain just to be able to feel alive.. Is all that really necessary??
Maybe not..
Ever tried to wish for the death?
When every heartbeat has been a torment..
When breathing has been like a fire down your throat..
When living has been the worst pain of all the agony in the world..

Pinch yourself once in a while.. It's healthy to know there is a real reality..